Bonzaisushi

Yup, thats right, i was talkn to amy tonight, and im lost........ I feel like im standing on the middle of a compass, and its just spinning, and its getting faster....... i DONT know where my life is going, i seriously dont, and i hate that...... There is a part of me that wants to get out on my own, go to australia, say Eff it, and just life up life before i become tied down to a job and have to work the rest of my life, then there is the other half of me that wants to stay here, i love my girlfriend, love my mom, love my bro, love my friends....... man..... I freaken hate it. i HATE feelin like this, life is so effing confusing, made up of